I can't wait for exams to end!!! Faster. 1 more paper. In the meantime, I've been surfing the net and indulging in rubbish reads. the following pics may be a lil disgusting for some of you but the first pic intoduces the World's Ugliest Dog. No kidding, it existed on earth until it passed away recently. It's actually a Chinese-crested breed with crooked teeth, but much adored by it's owner for over 13 yrs. Man... i called that true love, & i'm not being sarcastic. The 2nd pic is really a lame fashion statement. Super gaymo jeans ripped to reveal one's butt. But that's some ass though!

i'm invariably depressed. over how it's so difficult to convince people. i'm slightly miffed. over how it's leading nowhere & i dun really care anymore. imabitch.
Shall look forward to some R&R after exams and not expect too much from life.

Back from dinner but Jon's tirade of questioning has left me befuddled. i can't do anything till i figure myself out.
And so i finally did.

For the sense of adventure. The unknown is exciting and novel. When everything is stable and life becomes a routine, u expect a jolt of sorts. That feeling comes from a new experience - New friends, a relationship, a new toy, new clothes, new club, a pet, travelling. It all points to the adventurer in all of us. We constantly need 'something more'... a lot of that self-realization comes from consumerism today... but also from changes in our personal and professional lives.

courtship -> wedding -> house -> baby -> growing up of kids

All the above milestones are stimulating. They are traditionally, things people look forward to.
When you're 20, you've not experienced enough. You want to conquer the world. You don't want to settle.
When you're 30, you're jaded and fearful of not feeling fufilled. You look for someone to be a witness that your life is worthy.

i don't believe that marriage and setting up a family is the ultimate path, but it is a road well taken by many who vouch for the ups and downs that come with it... thus providing this sense of security for those who have yet to choose their paths.
Cue: Social Constructs

truth is, i get sick of things fast. my beliefs and mindset is ever-evolving. i don't care for consistency nor do i need to justify my feelings. the more i can't have, the more i want it. but whether i act upon that desire? hmm. To a great extent, I subject myself to society's ideals. how unfortunate! they say be yourself. but no one can really be true to oneself.
What i really want is to be a happy camper and look for fun.

There's been bad news recently.
it's like i'm surrounded by pitfalls of wretchedness. i guess we're all helpless, leaving us with even more despair.

i hope i escape my parking offence.
i hope huimin is feeling better. drive safe, people.

And most importantly...
i hope carin gets back nuggertz. :(

exams upon us... i wish all well.