On the topic of why i am so superficial...

Everyone likes to be seen in the company of Hot People. regardless whether they be male or female. I understand I just made a sweeping statement. Yet if you introspected, you will find yourself in the trappings mentioned at one point or another. There is a certain fondness for fellow beings who appear pleasant, attractive or well-heeled. Now, it is obvious only 0.00026 of the population actually have the genes of Gisele (of which, two-thirds probably had help from Plastic & refuse to admit) so technically, there isn't many to pass around. In this land of scarcity, beauty is even more highly regarded. How sad you must think, that we judge or are judged based on appearance. Whatever happened to personality, character, morals etc.?? No. Those are important factors. But the predisposition to looks will always be there. Oh duh. But wait, there's more...

The behaviour and attitude of a person can make or break his/her looks. The truth is facial features only carry one thus far. But that swagger, the dressing, the nonchalence at which you greet... all add to the the package. Apparently Men smoke because it is a display of endangering their lives, therefore a way to impress Women. It works on the same mentality as other species like how the peacock spreads its tail to attract peahens even while knowing it could attract predators too. Fatal attraction as they call it has been in our system since we were chimps I'd bet. With the change in status, more women now smoke too (yes possibly as a leverage in the high-stakes coupling game, but with not quite similar repurcussions hmm).

Somehow though, Hot people rarely make good company. They're usually too caught up with themselves & assume they're always being checked out (I hate them! Oh no, I take that back, gimme Hot anytime... yummy). Right. The truth is we'll never give up clamouring and glamorising the good-lookers. And now with increasing acceptance (even encouragement) of cosmetic surgery, the loser-in-the-streets can be the Next Sexy Thing. *ting!*So maybe if everyone starts to look Hot & it becomes the norm (probably in approx. 15 yrs time when skin grafts are as good as skin gifts), then Fugly may be the new Hot! What rubbish.

This isn't working out. I think I need more compelling souls in my life.

A night which threatened to erupt into a Bitch-Slap Fest(with a particular FAT GIRL no less) was excellently saved through nonsensical mambo grooves executed by that capped cutie on the podium. With Cheryl, Juls & that dick YX(who wasn't half an arse for once), Zouk was really much fun! It should be known tho that I was this close to wringing a neck or two for I seriously don't appreciate the elbowing and assing by SLUTS. & this was me with only A Corona in my system. Yours truly may be small but she Packs a Mean Punch.


We took forever to leave

Leanne's delayed-for-so-long-cobwebs-are-forming-belated-birthday was FINALLY acomplished in a nice dinner this evening. Thereafter she brought us to a great place at Clark Quay for 1/2 priced Margaritas!! Happy-Me. Anything on a discount keeps the calculative me High. But the most hilarious thing was that a group of Guys tried to pick Kim & Leanne up on the streets! Even with the 'sudden boyfriends' & 'lesbian-admittance', they were persistent. Was most afraid Changyi would flee, cos I would have ran with him. Hee. Kim, how could you reject Specky?! No doubt he was puffin' away & spouting hokkien with his pals, but maybe it could have worked?? Not quite the 3-rm Condo dwelling with 1.42 kids that I forsee but HEY, they crossed the road to try again at least. Now THAT's determination eh...


That's Us


shite! 1/2 price margaritas!


see how RED josh got

Things I've Learnt:

Never go clubbing when it's raining.

I look pathetically small in a Mercedes. & every other vehicle for that matter.

I like being isolated. I forgot about the 3 friends within me i've been neglecting.

I hate people. We're all false pretentious superficial creatures who can't really help ourselves. I don't want to play any more games.

I lurve feeling depressed.

I am sick. That's on both levels.

Fuck it.

Fun Fun Fun & more Fun! Seems the blues have drifted away... wait a min. I realise I have at least 4 more wks to do absolutely nothing constructive. This is made worse by the fact that the family won't be having any Christmas celebrations this yr! boohoohoo. I think I'll get down to the baking, sewing, cleaning & reading I'd promised myself then.


Zoukout was a BLAST! Taken during PVD's set.



I lurve ya'll my fellow Beasts!



haha. great gossip, at the expense of ...



Shisha & middle-eastern food. Great way to kickstart 'em hols!


More pictures through the photos link.