Instead of ploughing through The Human Venture, I found this really inane website where one could manipulate features to create a virtual doll. After 2 hours of careful nitpicking, I made Me! I know that's the point but isn't it kind of creepy that it actually holds some resemblance?? Ok, I'm not half as Hot as 2D manga bitch but wyduncha' fan this narcissistic dream... Everyone should go try it! Some time-wasting fun never hurts.

Every now & then, I let depression creep up on me. Well maybe not depression, just a sense of melancholy, weariness or dissatisfaction. Anyway it's hard to pin down, but I feel weirded-out such that everything pulls at me but nothing attracts me. It's the anti-social syndrome where I recede into my cubby hole to question my existence. Not that I like finding depth in the abyss of what is life... but we really do need to take time out to re-evaluate things, go through the fucking feelings & then claim ownership of it - it being your emotions. Yet I feel like crap. There's nothing to even eat at. I am an empty shell. Before I lapse into a state of self-pity/loathing etc, I will simply say that man can't ever live in peace. We must have our extremes! Being indifferent is such an uncomfortable situation. Perhaps it's the bi-polar acting up again.

I am enjoying HBO productions which are so good uncensored. They're dusted with humour, belying the the raw & honest issues packed inside. Six Feet Under. Two-thumbs up!

One of the most haunting songs I've heard in a while... I Will Love You. You will need to have realplayer to watch this get it here.

Oh Goodness Me! What a way to start my term! SC2101 is one terribly disgusting module! The lecturer lost me on the first slide after which i proceeded to start an ancient chatroom (paper & pen) with my friend. Elang was relatively alright, but what scared me was that most of the students seemed like they were 2nd/3rd yrs! I should now kill myself.

But anyway on to something other than a rundown of my pathetic life...

I watched a special on E! recently about the top 20 Primetime Bitches (yes i love trash!) & it really tickled me as B-grade personalities commented on these oh-so-wicked-witches in Hollywood. But here's what I think:

Power-hungry, status-conscious, over-sexed, ruthless, manipulative, wicked. Often summed up as EVIL-epitomised... they are your true-blue BITCHES! These women are all the prescribed adjectives and MORE. Men fear them while women scorn them. But who's to escape? Whether on-screen or in real-time, they exist.

You look at this drop-dead georgeous girl as she totes about air-kissing and complementing & then comes right around to stab a knife in someone's back. You're only glad it's not yours... well, not yet at least.

I guess women are just bitches because they like to express themselves. What's wrong with a girl wanting something and going for it?! Even if it means stepping on a few toes sometimes. Seriously, to them, everyone else can just drop-dead.

It is said that 9 times out of 10, wicked women are hot... just so they can get away with almost anything. They're usually the women girls wished they could carry off as but didn't dare (or couldn't). Their specialities include bedding men (mostly other gal's boyfriends) and then twisting the dumbos around their little fingers, claw-scratching full girl-on-girl catfights, feigning innocence with Bambi doe-eyed looks when exposed, and all the while still remaining unbelievably fabulous. Gotta love those damn bitches! Now at this point, if you're not dead, you'd become a bitch too.

But why be a Bitch? No one likes you & it's taxing having to constantly think up big-ass plans to piss people off. How about this: Sometimes you look at the nice sweet girl everybody loves and you just want to give her hell. & who's to say she ain't a Bitch too?? Deep down in everyone, there's one waiting to get out. Yes, Men too can be wicked. And don't deny that! *wink*

Cry yourself to sleep every night.

for all the things that went wrong. for all that didn't happen.

"Against cruelty toward humans."

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what fucking tutorial slots.